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you know me NOT.

KAREN to mostly everyone, KAYE to my relatives and family friends, KALAYKS/KALAYKAY to my dad.

19. Full of dreams. Suffers from verbal and mental diarrhea. Loves the idea of visiting Rome and Greece.

Dagupan City, Pangasinan native but embarrassingly knows only a few Panggalatok words.

Developed her LOVE for the SUN when she was BORN.

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KIKAY KALAYKAY photo albums. my friendster account. my previous blog. Perez Hilton. Go Fug Yourself Seventeen Magazine One.org Ala Paredes Bianca Gonzales

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date: Thursday, November 29, 2007
title: wipe me down.
time: 5:28 PM

watched the nursing-pharma and arki-educ basketball game kanina sa eng complex with ivy and anna. umalis na kasi sina lyka and jassie eh. kwentuhan to the max! talked about those in Dam na SSB (single since birth). ehem. haha. tapos kung sinu-sino mga ma-appeal. naks! haha. wala kayong mahuhugot sakin. usapan lang namin yun. bahala na kayo mag-isip kung sino kasama sa listahan. :P sobrang daming napagkwentuhan, natuyo na laway ko! hindi na nga kami nanonood ng basketball eh. we were just pretending like we cared about which team was shooting hoops. hehe.

i feel so better already. this morning, nahihirapan akong huminga. my chest hurt every time i take a deep breath or when i laugh. i was supposed to go and have it checked out but i forgot 'cause it didn't hurt anymore after lunch break. i hope it's nothing serious.

i know i made THE PLAN. but i can't help myself still. every day, every thing you do makes me fall in love with you all over again. getting over you may be the hardest. :'(

umuwi si jim sa pangasinan. asar! wala siyang pasok ngayon hanggang monday! NAIINGGIT AKO!!! fucker!



date: Friday, November 23, 2007
title: homesick.
time: 9:29 PM

shit! this is the busiest week yet. puro quizzes and seatworks and recitations. sucks! i want to go home! i miss dagupan. i miss papa. i miss mommy. and my little bros and sis. i miss cable TV.

i remembered and this made my day:
sa eng complex. eng vs pharma .basketball game.
frenie: puro lalaki pala mga andito.
ako: ayaw mo yun. heaven?
reina: heaven AND eggs.

reina talaga. sinisi mo pa ako sa kamanyakan mo ah.



date: Thursday, November 22, 2007
title: papa's girl. <3
time: 6:22 PM

jim: andito kami sa divisoria ni papa...
ako: weh?? utot mo.. sinungaliiiing...
jim: oo nga! nakabili ako ng shorts tapos pabango na love spell.
ako: wooh! hindi naman eh.. bugbugin kita dyan!
jim: ay, oo nga! promise. burogin man ako.
ako: eh burog ka naman na eh!
jim: kakatapos nga lang namin kumain sa reyes barbecue oh.
ako: nyeeeeeeh! nakakainis naman kayo!! humanda ka, hindi ko ibibigay pera mo mamaya.

napakabitter! ;) pero sinabi ni papa na bibigyan niya ako ng 1thou pambili ng damit. wuhoo! bwisit naman kasi yang p.e. na yan eh! nakasama pa sana ako!

shit! namiss ko yung bonding time sana with papa. but i'm lying if i didn't say na gusto ko din magshopping. haha! seriously though, minsan lang dumating yung chance na makasama ko si papa na kaming dalawa lang yung lalabas.

i am a daddy's girl kahit nung bata pa ako. bubuhatin ako ni papa dati tapos papatulugin niya ako while swaying from side to side na may kasama pang pagkanta ng mga paborito niya. sometimes we'd play see-saw and i would grab onto his legs habang nakahiga siya then he would lift his legs up and down. i'd go screaming, "Wheee!" sabay tawa pag binibilisan niya. I remember also this super funny incident when he was lying on the bed and he lifted me with his one hand. i was laughing while looking down on him when laway suddenly came out from my mouth. the funniest was when it dropped straight on papa's left eye! hahaha! he said, "Hmmmmp! Anu ba naman yan, anak??" we both had one hell of a laugh! and that was when he started calling me Kikay Tulo Laway. haha. until now, when i think about it. hindi ko pa rin mapigilan tumawa.

me and the man in my life. tinatakpan niya yung fat neck niya! ;P

now that i'm older, he always says na hindi na niya ako kayang buhatin kasi ang bigat-bigat ko na. but when he would leave the bedroom to go out and eat, i would jump on his back and get a piggy back ride papuntang kitchen. si kiara naman ang binubuhat niya ngayon since she's the bunso and much, much smaller than i am. sometimes i get jealous because kiara gets to see him everyday. i no longer get to spend more time with him anymore because i'm in manila and when i do go home, he's always at work. i want him to know that i'm still and will always be his little kikay tulo laway. and i'm never too old to get piggy back rides, you know. i know papa is (hehe). but i also know that he will always be willing to give me one. hehe. ang sarap maglambing sa tatay!




date: Wednesday, November 21, 2007
title: ang paghaharap ni 5700 at 5300. haha.
time: 1:41 PM

walang umatend na prof sa 4 out 5 classes. one huge bummer! well, what the heck? i still had fun. ang daldal ko kaninang umaga, as in non-stop talak. nagtalo pa nga kami nila airo at welkim about who has the better music phone eh. my nokia 5700 vs. their nokia 5300. talo ako. lakas nilang mambara eh. mas malakas pa pala yung speaker ng phone nila kaysa sa akin. dammit! iniisip ko tuloy na my phone sucks. haha. langya kayo. may araw din kayo sakin!! ;P when ms. regacho (stat prof) entered the room, nalowbat ako bigla. haha. energy sucker talaga si ma'am. yung class niya yung pinaka-torturing sa lahat. it's not that the subject is hard. but for some unknown reasons, i get bored. i try to listen but somehow bigla-bigla na lang ako magde-daydream. i like that she's always smiling though. it is kind of irritating na but atleast she's not masungit or bugnutin. nakakatawa kanina! while she was writing on the board, maingay yung class tapos...

ms. regacho: (harap samin, still smiling) This class is so noisy, huh? (looks back at the blackboard then looks at us again, nakasmile pa rin) Some of you are very talkative. (sulat ulit sa board)

i was like okay, ma'am, are you angry? coz it sure doesn't look like you are. wala ng ibang emosyon. hehe. maybe she's just a positive person. hey, maybe i should be like her! kasi di ba, i'm trying to stay optimistic na? hahaha. ayoko pa din. gusto ko rin naman kumunot yung noo ko kahit paminsan-minsan noh.

anyway, tumambay kami nila frenie and reina sa quadri park. anna went home already coz she wanted to go to alabang with her parents. ayun, the three of us ate ice cream na nakalagay sa bread. sarap! my two front teeth hurt though. haha. kwentuhan kami blah blah.. about friends, childhood crushes, christmas gifts, collection ng kung anu-ano. basta we were having a great time "chilling" (haha!) tapos muntik na kaming tamaan ng bola ng volleyball so we went home na. well, they did. ako andito sa library. hehe.

nakakainis si manong guard kanina. kasi di ba before i could enter the library, i had to scan my i.d. first then my picture would flash on the screen. i am sooooooo NOT proud of my picture kasi i looked like a guy who's super wasted! so anyway, when i passed by the guard, he looked at the screen and then looked at me. siguro he was wondering kung ako talaga yung nasa picture! hahahaha. shit, it was so embarrassing! hindi ko na siya tinignan, tuloy tuloy na kong naglakad kasi ayokong makita kung nakangiti siya or whatever. grrrr!

the guys in class were still celebrating the "one more chance" fever. haha. nung una, kantsawan tungkol sa pag-luha nila. yessssss! tapos sumunod, si justin kumakanta na ng "nanghihinayang" by jeremiah. si JUSTIN yun ah. hahaha.

justin: nanghihinayang.. nanghihinayang ang puso ko...
ako: hala, anu ba yan?? ang corny!
justin: panoorin niyo kasi yung "one more chance"! pag napanood niyo yun kakanta na rin kayo buong araw!

gusto ko tuloy manood! i want to know why it's such a big thing. XD



date: Tuesday, November 20, 2007
title: whatever.
time: 12:02 PM

funny thing. the guys in class want to watch "one more chance" (the bea-john lloyd movie) and right now i think they're in SM na. haha. i was looking for some songs over at imeem.com because i have to update the music library on my phone. i wanted to get a list of some bobby valentino songs and nothing appeared coz apparently i typed "BOOBY VALENTINO". hahahaha.

i took the eco test a while ago and for someone who didn't review last night, i think i did pretty well. i like dr. arsenio compared to mr. bernardo. last sem i got a 2.25 in eco, my lowest grade, coz mr. bernardo gave the hardest quizzes. this time, i think i'll be okay.

happy birthday to pao, who according to mr. sarmago will become "the future financial blah blah blah"! haha. gotta run! still have tons of things to do like read the seventeen mag with lauren conrad on the cover, which i bought yesterday at filbar's. haha.

during speech..
mr. sarmago on using the correct pronunciation of shampoo outside the classrom: aling nena, pabili nga ako ng sham-pooooo.

haha. :)



date: Sunday, November 18, 2007
title: he makes me feel so vulnerable.
time: 3:07 PM

i so love secondhand serenade's vulnerable.

i was born to tell you i love you
isn't that a song already?
i get a B in originality
and it's true that i can't go on without you
your smile makes me see clear
if you could only see in the mirror what i see


got tons of work to do but i'm too lazy to get my butt off this oh so comfy chair.
1. BA home work
2. SCL home work
3. ACCTG practice exercises
4. STAT exercises
5. buy whiteboard marker
6. buy plastic cover for books
7. review for SCL quiz tomorrow. [wala naman palang quiz. hehe.]

i'm almost done with the first one. i just have to transfer my answers on a clean sheet of paper. sa SCL (sociology), wala pa kong nagagawa. haha. shet! katamaran nga naman. blah! sige sige. aalis na nga ako. i have to change my study habit for the better.



date: Saturday, November 17, 2007
title: just the way it is.
time: 5:28 PM

okay, so i told you before that khrystian and khrystoffer, my two younger brothers, are heading out to iloilo next year for the milo basketball tournament, right? well, it turns out that they are already in iloilo. haha. my dad gave me the wrong info. actually, they left last friday with my lola. i texted tian right away, asking him how their first ride on an airplane went coz i was freakin' jealous. he said it was amazing and i got even more jealous. while i'm typing this now, they are playing against ateneo de davao. it's their second game today and they lost the first one so i really hope they'd win this.

marielle and i are still sending each other messages on friendster. i always look forward to it coz it's the only way we get to keep in touch. i particularly liked the story she told me in her last message. i won't tell what it's about. basta nakakakilig. hahaha. oh and i told her about me gate crashing into a debut party last sunday and she was like, "make sure makakuha ka muna ng number ng gwapo na lalake bago ka umalis. lol." yah, like i can do that. haha.

it's JIM DENNIS SISON's birthday today! happy birthday, nosie! hahahaha. love you!

oh, and just an update on my i've-got-to-get-over-him agenda, it's a work in progress. wala na yung pasulyap moments which i oh-so enjoy doing. that way, i won't be reminded of how much i really like him.



date: Friday, November 16, 2007
title: will you marry me?
time: 12:27 PM

weird day today. in stat class, bigla naming napag-usapan ni reina about how we wanted our future boyfriends to propose. haha. we were so bored and we hardly even listened to the prof.

ako: panu mo gusto magpropose sa'yo yung boyfriend mo? gusto mo nakalagay yung ring sa champagne?
reina: hindi.
ako: sa cake?
reina: hindi. ayoko nga. baka malunok ko yung singsing.
ako: nyek! hindi mo ba mapapansin na may matigas sa kinakain mong cake??
reina: malay mo. haha. pero gusto ko yung kakaiba. ayoko ng mga ganyan. napaka-stereotypical.

continuation.. during lunch break, this time nakijoin na si frenie.

ako: yung sa "wish ko lang" dati, tinulungan nila yung isang guy tapos nilagay nila sa billboard yung malaking "will you marry me?".
frenie: ako gusto ko yung mga ilaw sa building..
ako: AY, OO!
frenie: tapos dun kami sa rooftop makikita ko na lang sa ibang mga building na nakaswitch yung ibang ilaw, yung iba nakapatay tapos nakasulat "will you marry me?"
ako: ako naman gusto ko sa pinakataas ng skyscraper tapos pagbukas ko ng pinto papuntang rooftop, maraming roses sa paligid tapos may mga tela na may nakataling balloons tapos nung pinalipad andun na yung tanong niya. hehe.
reina: ayoko nun. gusto ko nasa loob ako ng office tapos makikita ko na lang siya sa bintana na naka-parachute.
frenie: hahahahaha.
ako: ahahaha. anu ba naman yung mga ideas natin!
frenie: pero ang saya! isip pa tayo!

tsk tsk tsk. girls.



date: Thursday, November 15, 2007
title: get over it!
time: 7:45 PM

i've got to buy a new pair of school shoes. binaha na naman sa dapitan st. kanina and my flats got soaked. i know i have to save money 'cause Christmas is just two months away [edited on 11/21/07--oh my god! bobo! DECEMBER ang Christmas hindi JANUARY!! haha.] and i want to buy gifts for my family, but i really really need new shoes. para hindi naman ako masyadong gumastos, sa divi na lang ako bibili. anyway i could get a pair for 2oo bucks lang. hehe.

even if it rained so hard this morning, i had no umbrella and my shoes were so wet, bawing-bawi kasi i saw my crush. and we talked. we actually talked. hmmm. i know i keep telling myself na i should get over him and shoo my feelings away but i can't help myself. i still like him.

frenie: Uy! Ang sweet naman nila *toot* at *toot*!
me: (tingin dun sa dalawa) Oo nga noh! [then pabulong]... SELOS ako.
frenie: Hahahaha!

we have a new speech prof. mr. sargamo (bago) had to switch classes with ms. puno (old) because his 3-4pm class is in conflict with his class schedule in UP.

MGA AKALA:
1. he's bald. kasi may nagsabi na kalbong prof na mabait daw yung papalit kay ms. puno. but no, mr. sargamo has hair on top of his head. and he has a goatee too so it's not actually true. haha. :)
2. he's not going to be as creative as ms. puno. well, i think he is creative and fun. he told us he has lots of activities planned for us. the first one is a 2-minute advertisement of any product we like. i think i'm going to enjoy his class.
3. he's gay. the last time i saw him, he had swarovski stick-ons on his forehead. this was during the commerce parade and the theme was philippine festivals. i have no idea what province celebrated their fiesta with swarovski stick-ons but i thought it was pretty gay. well, i was wrong 'cause apparently he's married and has a kid. it still doesn't convince me that he's straight though. i have this idea that he's married to a guy 'cause he didn't actually say he's married to a woman. haha. well, i have no right to judge so i'll just drop my foolish ideas.

i also have one teeny tiny confession. even if i think he's gay, i still find him freakishly oozing with appeal because of that deep voice of his. hey, you don't have the right to judge me either! haha.

[edited on 11/21/07--mr. SARMAGO not mr. sargamo. sorry! thanks, reina, for pointing out my mistake. :)]



date: Tuesday, November 13, 2007
title: sniffs and laptops.
time: 4:27 PM

no morning classes today. there was a parade for all the college professors for the opening of the Faculty Sports Fest this year. and i'm also sick. actually, not that sick. i got a cold and my nose is pretty itchy right now. i would want to sneeze but i forgot to bring my hanky so i'm trying to hold it in. the last thing i want to see is slimy stuff coming out of my nose.

i just finished typing the script that reina and i are going to use for our speech class. we're suppose to copy a scene from a movie and re-enact it in front of the class. we chose My Best Friend's Wedding. well, actually, i chose it. reina hasn't seen it yet. i'll give her the dvd copy tomorrow. we're going to do the scene where Julianne (Julia Roberts) and Kimmy(Cameron Diaz) talk in the ladies' room because the latter saw the former kissing the groom (Dermot Mulroney). i'm playing Julianne. i'm still the bitch, in reality and in this part. i don't mind though. hehe. i'm so excited about this. i hope it goes well and that i won't forget my lines coz the minute i stand in front of my classmates, i'm sure i'll get shaky.

oh, and mama texted me this morning. she said her amo gave her a Christmas gift and it was a laptop for me. funny thing was it was the same laptop that she bought last saturday! she couldn't tell him she already got me one coz after all, it is a gift. What she did was she sold one of the laptops to Mama Dillx, her younger sister and my aunt who's also in Canada, because we would have too many computers at home. three's enough (the PC, papa's laptop and mine). it was such a sweet and VERY GENEROUS gesture from her boss. he even told her to tell me to study hard so he could help me find a job in Canada after i graduate. i haven't met him and his wife yet but i love them already!! man, my mom's so lucky she got to work for them.

my mom's a domestic helper, by the way. i'm proud of her! she's so hardworking and selfless. she sacrificed a lot just so she could help my dad raise the family income and send me and my siblings to great schools. man, that's something i greatly admire about her! she's a strong woman and i love her very very much. i can't wait to see her at the airport on the 7th of December. i miss her!



date: Monday, November 12, 2007
title: i have my own lala!
time: 6:09 PM

mama bought me my own laptop. my room mate calls hers Lala. it's a code name she made up but back to the real topic, I HAVE A LAPTOP! whee! it's a Toshiba Satellite A200 with the following features: 2GB, 160GB HDD/DVD, Windows Vista, Intel Celerion Core Duo, built-in web cam, built-in speakers, built-in wireless connection. here's a photo i downloaded five minutes ago because i got so excited and wanted to see what it looks like:


i received the text from mama while i was having lunch with reina and frenie at Almer's. i replied, "Wow! Thank you very much po! I swear I will do good sa studies ko po. Love you very much!!" I am so magalang,eh? nasobrahan sa "po". ;p but seriously, i WILL study harder this semester. last year's second sem was a total disaster and i'm not going to let the same mistakes happen again this year. sobrang thank you, ma! and to you, too, papa! :)

another great news is that my younger brothers Khrystian (the fat one) and Khrystoffer (the one with two huge front teeth) won the championship for the Milo Best tournament held in Baguio. i can't give the full details coz i haven't talked to Tian yet but what i do know now is that they're flying off to Iloilo next year for the nationals. i am so proud!!!! Tian's only 12, and 5'7" tall and Toper's 9 and probably 5'2". talk about a huge family. i am sooo jealous right now! me and kiara would be the only ones who haven't rode the airplane yet. grrrrr! but still, i'm happy for those two giant bastards. i wish i could watch them play though. ;(




date:
title: it's a start.
time: 5:35 PM

i've been thinking about deleting my old blog but i couldn't handle the thought of deleting ALL the posts too. there were just too many memories. i made a new one coz i think it would make me feel better. and it did. weird but what the heck.

i don't know if i'm still up for this whole blogging thing. i don't get to post as often as i could and i'm no longer masipag like i used to be. but, unfortunately, thoughts and events continue to rush in and my pen is just not fast enough to write them down. kaya eto. andito pa rin ako. nagtatype ng mga walang kwentang bagay tungkol sa buhay kong walang kulay. eeeyuck! haha.

by the way, if you're wondering about where i got the idea of the url of this online journal, it has something to do with my two bestest friends in the whole universe, Jane and Marielle. it's a mix of our pet names. separately, actually. Mayeng calls me Weewee while Jane calls me Wolfie. yes, i'm a peeing wolf. or should i say, half pee, half wolf? haha. but i looove it so much. so as the two of them.

anyway, i'm going to love this blog. actually, i love it already. this would be one hell of an affair! <3