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date: Sunday, December 2, 2007
title: on my way to fatdom!
i am missing so many people and so many things right now. i have no idea why i'm feeling this suddenly. the whole Christmas fever and the cold breeze outside make me miss them more. i love the Holidays. we're all out from school and from work to be with our friends and family. it's a day for us to have fun and not worry about other things. i'm so excited. i wanna go home already. plus mama's going to spend Christmas with us after FOUR years! oh and i miss the TV too.
i have been eating A LOT these past weeks and i have definitely gained weight! i wore my skinny jeans last night and they were tighter than usual. i feel so fat. it's a very new feeling. but i'm loving it. i've been skinny all my life and the heaviest i got was at 119 lbs! i'm 5'8" tall and that weight is so not proportionate to my height. i'm slightly malnourished. haha. this is a good thing though---gaining some pounds, i mean. this way, i get to see myself with a bit of curves and a bit bigger toosh. :P
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