date: Tuesday, March 18, 2008
title: you + me = l-o-v-e
i almost died from shame today. i was on my way to buy fried noodles cause i was super hungry. i was near the kiosk already when i saw a glimpse of Tall Guy's head at the nearby convenience store. (yes, sa sobrang dami ng tao and sa sobrang tangkad nya, ULO lang nya ang nakita ko.) the first thing i said was, "f*ck! ihavetogo.ihavetogo..ihavetogo..." so i turned around and walked away. it's a big deal kasi..
1. i think he knows how i feel about him. 2. i have huge dark circles under my eyes! (stupid final exams!) 3. and i haven't combed my hair yet!
all of a sudden, i didn't feel hungry anymore. it would have been embarrassing if he saw me looking like this. ugh. these are the two things i hate about crushing on someone (was that the correct term?) --- i always, always act stupid and think that i must always have to look good in front of him. and sometimes, i STARE!! yes, i do that. it's freaky right? when someone stares at you and you don't even know that person? oh my god, i'm FREAKY!!!
ANYHOO, i guess that is just how it is. when he's there, i stop talking. i smile. i feel 'butterfingers in my stomach'. i don't tell him. why should i when i'm okay with just seeing him in the morning? you know, typical high school girl crush?
mehn, i need to grow up!
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