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you know me NOT.

KAREN to mostly everyone, KAYE to my relatives and family friends, KALAYKS/KALAYKAY to my dad.

19. Full of dreams. Suffers from verbal and mental diarrhea. Loves the idea of visiting Rome and Greece.

Dagupan City, Pangasinan native but embarrassingly knows only a few Panggalatok words.

Developed her LOVE for the SUN when she was BORN.
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date: Wednesday, July 16, 2008
title: what if, maybe?
time: 4:22 PM

i can't believe LOST's season 4 has only 14 episodes and that the next season would air on january 2009. it SUCKS. it really does. it took me only two and a half days to finish the whole season. then i have to wait for SIX MONTHS for the next one??? on the brighter side, i will have more time to do my home work. no more "mamaya na. nuod muna ako." haha.

sacre bloody bleu. my study habits aren't so good these past few weeks. the laptop and tv always find a way to tempt me. haha. damn them! honestly, i can't keep up. everyone in class seems completely sure that they belong to FINMAN. they are so attentive during discussions. i have this thought that they enjoy every course we're taking. as for me...my God. you have no idea how bored i am with credit & collection (FIN103)and banking institutions (FIN102). i don't know if the problem is that i don't like the teaching strategy of the profs or i plainly dislike the subjects.

i still have my doubts. i seriously don't have any idea why i'm here. most of my life, i see myself travelling around the world, exploring famous places. it was the reason why my first choice is to take tourism. and yet, i didn't take the freakin' interview so i ended up in commerce. why, oh why?! in the past two years, i've been convincing myself that commerce isn't bad at all and that i may have a future in the business industry. i was also super excited to take finance because i supposed that NUMBERS are fun. math has always been my favorite subject so i figured i'd be alright. unfortunately, simply solving numerical problems was not enough to let myself fully believe that this was right for me. i don't know. my mind's messed up. I'M MESSED UP. i can't imagine that until now, i haven't figured out what i want. i just wish that i won't end up having no regular, high-paying job in the future. i really want to do something i enjoy and completely love. although i have no clue what that is... yet.

also, i hope that i won't disappoint those people who expect so much from me. i seriously don't want to let anyone down, most especially, my 'rents. in the meantime, i swear that i'll do my best to finish what i've started and, with any luck, bag an award or something. you never know. i don't want to put pressure on myself though. i just want things to go real smooth. i want to be able to savor the moment of failing and succeeding. also, i'd be glad to learn, on my own, from my wrong decisions so i could make better ones. i hate being rushed. i don't learn quickly so usually, i would rather take my time. kaya sorry kung hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa alam kung ano ang gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko. i'm really just a late bloomer.