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date: Friday, July 18, 2008
title: for the better.
OMG. you have no idea how much i'm hurting right now! akala ko hindi na ako iiyak. i still have more tears to shed pa pala.
i told my friends na hindi na ako masaya...sa school, ETCETERA. for some reasons, nawalan na ko ng drive para mag-aral. bigla na lang akong nawalan ng inspirasyon. ewan ko. it's just so difficult to take my mind off certain issues. ang hirap. sobrang hirap! :(
sa akin lang naman, i'd choose the decision where no one would get hurt anymore. kumpleto nga, hindi naman masaya. i'd rather lose things and be happy instead of have them but be sad all the time.
"if you can't handle the worst, you don't deserve the best." -a quote sent by jassie a few weeks ago.
as of now, all i want to say to you is SORRY. sorry for the shortcomings and sorry if love wasn't enough.
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