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you know me KAREN to mostly everyone, KAYE to my relatives and family friends, KALAYKS/KALAYKAY to my dad. 19. Full of dreams. Suffers from verbal and mental diarrhea. Loves the idea of visiting Rome and Greece. Dagupan City, Pangasinan native but embarrassingly knows only a few Panggalatok words. Developed her LOVE for the SUN when she was BORN. away from here. KIKAY KALAYKAY photo albums. my friendster account. my previous blog. Perez Hilton. Go Fug Yourself Seventeen Magazine One.org Ala Paredes Bianca Gonzales history. November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 kudos. layout designer and image: eloquent |
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date: Sunday, August 31, 2008
title: it's 'coz i'm a positive person, i guess... wehe!
time: 10:24 PM
meron na naman akong realization that came out of nowhere. i realized that i am very fond of the words BRIGHT SIDE. the weird thing about it is that i've been using the words so often without even noticing it. huh? so? anung meron? haha. i don't know exactly what the relevance of this topic is to your life and mine but it's better to let it out of my system than just keep the idea on my overloaded brain.one of my favorite books is ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I AM NOW THE GIRLFRIEND OF A SEX GOD by Louise Rennison. it's a funny, funny novel which followed Angus, Thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging. Mr. Bright Side by The Killers is one of my fave songs and, lastly... the song lyrics i can't get out of my head for months: "I'll be the bright side of your bad day.. date:
title: this is the way to end it.
time: 9:45 AM
although it's still early to say it, i had a perfect month-ender! it was the best night i've had since my esdc barkada went on a drinking spree during janina's 18th birthday party. haha. i won't go into the details.. basta it was the best!by the way, gusto ko lang turuan ng tama ang sarili ko. STEREO is pronounced as steriyow not ISTERYO. hahahaha. ang tigas ng dila! nothing much to say anymore. BUT nothing to do either. shocks. manonood na nga lang ako ng How I Met Your Mother.. haha. have a blessed Sunday! :) date: Sunday, August 24, 2008
title: it's a GUY thing.
time: 11:50 AM
Ed Westwick a poet? seriously? no, i mean, SERIOUSLY?? i guess it's hard for me to believe it because his character on Gossip Girl has stuck on my mind and i've been seeing Chuck Bass and Ed Westwick as one. in terms of personality, i mean. but.. really?? hahaha. sorry, i can't help it.here is westwick's untitled poem: (Source: TV Watch) i find it really romantic, however. if i were the girl whom ed westwick dedicated that poem to, OMJ! you won't be able to talk to me for weeks 'cause i'm gonna be totally day- and nightdreaming. haha. honestly though, i still can't get myslef to believe that he is this romantic. a guy can be romantic in other different ways, you know. he could give flowers and chocolates. or stare at your eyes and tell you how lucky he is that you've fallen for him. or buy you the bag you've been wanting to purchase for months but you don't have the money to get it. or surprise you on your birthday when he told you he can't be there 'cause he has an important trip to go to. or play a song on his guitar and sing to you. you know, those kind of normal kilig, romantic stuff. i've never known a guy who writes love poems... or maybe i do, i just don't know it. i mean, come on! guys who are that sensitive and emotional? they're supposed to be too busy playing basketball, strumming their guitar, hunting for girls, telling jokes, farting on each other's faces to be writing mushy, knee-weakening verses. nah. what the heck? i'm just generalizing. and as opposed to what i was previously blabbing on, there are actually a lot of boys who are poetic. i mean, there are MUSICIANS, gazillion of them are emerging artists who compose their own great songs. song lyrics are like poems, too, and they're equally full of emotions. the most bad-ass looking, skinny jeans- and eyeliner-wearing guys may be the most sensitive ones of their kind after all. so a TOAST goes to Ed Westwick and his really beautiful poem and to the men all around the globe who are no longer afraid to show their feelings and wear women's clothes and make-up. although you're becoming in touch with your feminine side, YOU GUYS ROCK THE GIRLS' WORLD. XD date:
title: sleepless in Manila.
time: 5:50 AM
Oh. My. God. i couldn't sleep anymore! and i know why. i had a hell of a week. like, everyday, i'd sleep at 12midnight and wake up at 2-4am, studying, because i was expecting to be taking the tests that i missed when i got sick. tapos lagi naman nare-reschedule. i was so stressed.last night, i got a really bad headache so i slept at past 7pm. i was actually aiming for a 12-hour sleep so i could make up for the deprivation. tapos eto naman ngayon. dilat na dilat na mga mata ko. gutom pa ako! uggggh! i've got tons of stuff to do pa today and jim went home last night because he has a 3-day vacation. i've got no one to help me clean the entire room! pissed, pissed, pissed. anyway, let's start the morning right and pray: thank... you.. GOD! kasi i only have one thing to worry about, my banking test on tuesday. thank you for helping me get through the tough and sticky situations of the past three weeks. i'm also grateful that my case of dengue wasn't as terrible as most cases. please kill all mosquitoes in the world because, seriously, i don't get what their purpose in life is. to inject people with their sharp thingy, suck blood and leave skins itching? please, please, Lord. it's affecting the lives of so many mammals, such as human beings. and, God, i really wish that you'd give me more opprotunities to be patient, hardworking, strong and courageous. i really, really want to be a better person. i want it as badly as i want to have a Canon EOS 40D camera. please take care of my mom, my dad, my mommy, my lolo and all the people who are so dear to me. AMEN. date: Saturday, August 23, 2008
title: RED is MARTIAL.
time: 12:57 PM
MARTIAL---pinaghalong Marcos, MATIAS at Law.so ganito yun. pumunta ako ng faculty room. hinanap ko si sir fabie kasi may special quiz akong itatake. hindi ko natanong sa classroom kasi umalis agad siya. hindi lang pala siya mabilis magsalita, mabilis din palang maglakad, hindi ko tuloy nahabol. anyway, wala siya sa faculty room. ewan ko kung saang sulok ng commerce building siya nagtatago. nakasabayan kong lumabas si SIR PANTALEON MATIAS. ang ever so famous na ex-professor ko sa english. bakit siya sikat? dahil sa isang kulay na hindi naman talaga bagay sa kanya dahil lalo siyang umiitim---ang PULA. paborito niya yun dahil yun ang kulay ng partido ni Ferdinand Marcos as opposed to the color YELLOW ni Corazon Aquino. oo, maka-Marcos si Pantaleon. paiikliin ko na nga etong kwento ko! estudyante (boy), nagmano kay sir matias: "Sir, hello po!" matias, tumingin sa pulang bag na hawak ng estudyante: "Anung nakalagay dyan?? Baka naman may DILAW sa loob nyan..." boy: "Sir, wala po! Nakalagay po dyan yung PULA kong SHORTS....PULANG T-SHIRT....PULANG SAPATOS...PULANG MEDYAS... PULANG FACE TOWEL...." matias: "Patingin nga..." hindi ko alam kung totoo yung sinasabi nung lalaking yun pero panigurado lagot siya kung nagsisinungaling man siya. at mas lalo pa siyang malalagot kung may BAHID NG KAHIT ISANG KATITING NA DILAW sa mga gamit na nakalagay sa pulang bag niya na iyon. yessss... may pagkamalalim ang tagalog, chong! hahahaha. buwan nga pala ng wika ngayon. hindi ko man lang naramdaman. ayos lang! araw-araw naman akong nagfi-FILIPINO eh. for me, este, para sa akin, araw-araw ay selebrasyon ng pagkakaroon ng wika...... woooooh! utot! haha. naku, paniguradong ipapa-boycott ni sir matias yung iamNINOY campaign. lagot ako! pinopromote ko pa man din. hahahaha. so ayun.. ay SHET! ala-una na! kailangan ko pa palang bumalik sa school para hanaping muli si fabie. oh siya, PAALAM MUNA! date: Thursday, August 21, 2008
title: baliw sa'yo.
time: 3:46 PM
aileen: "alam mo ba na pinasosyal lang yung term na 'skin asthma'. sa tagalog, yun yung buni, hadhad..."me: "galis?" aileen: "oo." me: "ay, parang kanina, habang inaantay ko si sir tiu. naisip ko, di ba TOMMY tiu name niya? TOMAS tiu naman talaga dapat di ba? ang arte! pinasosyal pa!" vincent: "sinong kausap mo kanina??" me: "wala. ako lang. kinakausap ko sarili ko. ang tagal kong nag-aantay eh." haha. :)) date:
title: crazy pill won't work on me. :)
time: 3:14 PM
i don't know if i should be happy or pissed.i was supposed to take the fin102 exam this afternoon. i waited for one and a half hour for prof. tiu. hungry. sweaty. tired. then he rescheduled to tuesday next week. i forgot to bring my reviewer today so i prepared myself for the worse---flunk the test. fortunately, i was given another chance to study. but the longer it takes, i'm guessing that i'd start to feel lazier about reviewing. kanina kasi, tanggap na tanggap ko na, if ever i'll get a failing mark on the test. ewan ko. tinamaan na naman ako ng katamaran. speaking of katamaran, meron na namang crazy and stupid idea si sir fabie kanina: ANTI-LAZY PILL. it's a cure for laziness. sir fabie: "the only problem is that if you're too lazy to take the pill.." oo nga. how will you get cured?? hayyyyy.. grabe.. so smart. hahahaha! *************** THINGS TO DO TODAY: 1. prepare for report on case#10 in fin102. 2. learn how to do credit scoring. 3. separate clothes for laundry. 4. clean room kahit pakonti-konti. :) 5. review for law exam. (saturday) date: Wednesday, August 20, 2008
title: Baby Mama Wanted My Sassy Girl
time: 12:24 PM
it's been raining hard... again! i thought classes were going to be suspended. i guess i was wrong... again! i heard that there's a typhoon and that its name is KAREN. i swear to God, i had nothing to do with it!!!!!!!!! harhar. :)i came home early (before 11am) because the tqm prof was absent. i thought i'd study for my tests tomorrow. as usual, i'm hooked on the laptop. i'm multi-tasking...again! [what is up with this "...again" thing??? it's annoying.] multi-task#1: downloading songs for iPod. (unfortunately, not mine. my brother's.) multi-task#2: blogging. multi-task#3: watching The Hills. (it's on pause right now. well, d-oh!) muti-task#4: downloading iTunes, which is taking forever! multi-task#5: friendster. multi-task#6: multiply. now, do you think i'd have more time to study? nah. i thought so too. but i will start... a little later. i also forgot to mention that i sucked at my fin103 test this morning! i wasn't able to browse my notes before i took it because after i showed my medical certificate, the prof made me sit at the back corner of the room and told me to begin answering the paper. without a doubt, i didn't do so well. also, i'm disappointed with my fin101 prelim grade--79.55. prof. magbata doesn't give special quizzes and seat works. i missed two activities and my exam result wasn't so good. she said i have to do better on the second half of the semester. it's either i get a passing grade or a higher one. i don't want to flunk! please, that's on the bottom part of the list of things i want to happen. i really want to maintain a good grade. but as of now, i think i'm doing alright naman. ooh, and if you haven't noticed, i have the MOST KICK-ASS BLOG TEMPLATE EVER! hahahahaha. let's do the dance! oooh, oooh! .... oooh, oooh! (this part is taken from the movie Chuck and Larry. the part where Sandler and Biel were celebrating their "Girls' Day". haha.) MOVIE RECOMMENDATIONS! 1.BABY MAMA - starring Tina Fey and Amy Poehler  i have to tell you that i really LOOOOVED the film! fey and poehler are completely a great comedy duo. it's a story about starting an unlikely friendship between two different people. it's... wow! i'm telling you-- watch this film!!!!  it was really cool. pati casting, ang galing! james mcavoy really doesn't look like an action star and the role of a lousy man, who has a terrible job, a best friend who cheats on his girlfriend, an extremely lousy life, and who will later turn into an assasin, fits him perfectly. why? because he looks like a weakling. haha. totoo! tapos when he's holding a gun na, my goodness, he's a bad ass! hahahaha. he's great in the movie. interestingly, you'll find him cute if not HOT. hehehe. panoorin niyo! as in, super ganda! 3. MY SASSY GIRL (US)- starring Jesse Bradford and Elisha Cuthbert  although i have to admit, there were a few parts in the movie which i liked because those were the ones i enjoyed in the Korean version. my all-time favorite was the slapping of each other's faces because of a bet. haha. again, i recommend that you watch this film not because it's super ganda but because i want you to judge it yourself. don't tell me i didn't warn you though. hehehehe. date: Tuesday, August 19, 2008
title: gusto ko lang MAG-ARAL, ok???
time: 2:49 PM
Oh my effin' merde! i can't believe the laptop and the printer isn't working with me. i have to have a hard copy of the fin102 lectures or else... i'm completely screwed! for your info, i haven't taken the prelim exam in fin103, fin102 and law. so if you think that i'm like YOU who's test-worry-free, you're absolutely mistaken.@#$%$!%#$%!!!!!!!! OMG, pati microsoft powerpoint tinotopaaaaaaaak!! shiiiiit talaga! what the hell is wrong??! can't i get a chance to fix my life, get better grades and have some time to STUDY?? is that too much to ask for? in case you didn't know, i just recovered from depression. in the past weeks, i was unmotivated, sad, unenergetic, hopeless and restless. i had experienced a tremendous emotional stress that i no longer enjoyed coming to school. believe it or not, i even considered dropping out of college. i was at the lowest point of my life and i couldn't think of a way of getting out of it. then came the turning point---getting sick, having my blood extracted several times a day which was fucking painful by the way, being absent for a whole week, missing out on quizzes, home works and seatworks... while at the hospital, i came to realize how much i'll be spending time with BOREDOM and MISERY if i weren't in school. the 7 days i spent in st. luke's medical center were like 7 days in hell. you have no idea how much i hate needles and blood! it was like i was being punished for cursing school and life itself. it was excruciating! i finally thought that it was better to stay miserable doing projects and reciting in class than staying at home, or worse, in the hospital, doing the same unproductive things every single day. i don't want to be care-free forever. my brain needs to stress out on stuff sometimes, i guess. but the most important thing i learned is that we should have a sense of purpose so that we'll have a driving force to wake up each day and LIVE. if you're wondering what my purpose is, well, it's plain simple---experiencing the great things life has to offer. nothing is perfect. there may be challenges to overcome but i'm more excited to receive the rewards and treats. in school, it may seem impossible to finish the mountain-like load of work, but through enough perseverance, determination and motivation, i don't think we'll find it hard to use the word POSSIBLE all the time. so, please, please... i'm calling all gods and goddesses, saints, witches and wizards, George Bush, Mahatma Gandhi and... uhm, whoever else is powerful and influential.... to help me fix my laptop and printer so i could prepare myself for the exams which i'll be taking tomorrow!!! (on meditative state) hummmmm... hummmm... hummmmm... hummmm... oh, God. this is dumb. sad... date: Saturday, August 16, 2008
title: no longer on SICK LEAVE.
time: 9:42 AM
just a quick entry!i've been on FRIENDSTER and BLOG LEAVE due to being hospitalized for dengue fever and the prelim exams week. the past two weeks have been tough on me. i lost weight! my goodness. and we all thought that a toothpick couldn't get any thinner. i missed three exams and i was supposed to take them today. i went to school but the faculty room was closed. dammit! i studied the whole night tapos nasayang lang. sana nakauwi na ako sa dagupan kahapon. anyway, i have to take off. i'll buy DVDs in quiapo first then go to the bus terminal in cubao. i miss home!! ohyeah, ohyeah, ohyeah.... before i leave, ONE SUPER DUPER HUMONGOUS GOOD NEWS!!! i'm on the DEAN'S LIST! fucking shit! i never thought that i did well on my second year. i thought i sucked. but hey, i guess sucking gets you an award. haha. it's very very nice to know that the whole family's proud of me. mama said she cried after hearing the news. awwww. i wish she's here during the recognition day. she missed a lot of the most important moments of my life. she and papa are the reasons why i'm struggling to be included in the DL anyway. it's sad that she can't come. awwww... now i'm making myself cry! stop the drama.. it's supposed to be a happy day. thanks to God, my parents, my family and my friends for being my inspiration. you guys keep me going! YAY! :) |