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you know me NOT.

KAREN to mostly everyone, KAYE to my relatives and family friends, KALAYKS/KALAYKAY to my dad.

19. Full of dreams. Suffers from verbal and mental diarrhea. Loves the idea of visiting Rome and Greece.

Dagupan City, Pangasinan native but embarrassingly knows only a few Panggalatok words.

Developed her LOVE for the SUN when she was BORN.
away from here.

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date: Tuesday, August 19, 2008
title: gusto ko lang MAG-ARAL, ok???
time: 2:49 PM

Oh my effin' merde! i can't believe the laptop and the printer isn't working with me. i have to have a hard copy of the fin102 lectures or else... i'm completely screwed! for your info, i haven't taken the prelim exam in fin103, fin102 and law. so if you think that i'm like YOU who's test-worry-free, you're absolutely mistaken.

@#$%$!%#$%!!!!!!!! OMG, pati microsoft powerpoint tinotopaaaaaaaak!! shiiiiit talaga! what the hell is wrong??! can't i get a chance to fix my life, get better grades and have some time to STUDY?? is that too much to ask for?

in case you didn't know, i just recovered from depression. in the past weeks, i was unmotivated, sad, unenergetic, hopeless and restless. i had experienced a tremendous emotional stress that i no longer enjoyed coming to school. believe it or not, i even considered dropping out of college. i was at the lowest point of my life and i couldn't think of a way of getting out of it. then came the turning point---getting sick, having my blood extracted several times a day which was fucking painful by the way, being absent for a whole week, missing out on quizzes, home works and seatworks... while at the hospital, i came to realize how much i'll be spending time with BOREDOM and MISERY if i weren't in school. the 7 days i spent in st. luke's medical center were like 7 days in hell. you have no idea how much i hate needles and blood! it was like i was being punished for cursing school and life itself. it was excruciating!

i finally thought that it was better to stay miserable doing projects and reciting in class than staying at home, or worse, in the hospital, doing the same unproductive things every single day. i don't want to be care-free forever. my brain needs to stress out on stuff sometimes, i guess. but the most important thing i learned is that we should have a sense of purpose so that we'll have a driving force to wake up each day and LIVE. if you're wondering what my purpose is, well, it's plain simple---experiencing the great things life has to offer. nothing is perfect. there may be challenges to overcome but i'm more excited to receive the rewards and treats. in school, it may seem impossible to finish the mountain-like load of work, but through enough perseverance, determination and motivation, i don't think we'll find it hard to use the word POSSIBLE all the time.

so, please, please... i'm calling all gods and goddesses, saints, witches and wizards, George Bush, Mahatma Gandhi and... uhm, whoever else is powerful and influential.... to help me fix my laptop and printer so i could prepare myself for the exams which i'll be taking tomorrow!!!

(on meditative state) hummmmm... hummmm... hummmmm... hummmm...

oh, God. this is dumb. sad...